Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do, so throw off the bowlines, sail away from safe harbor, catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore, dream, discover.
When you missed what, you aimed that doesn't mean anybody else can get it right, don't hate them, don't be jealous. Instead, try to make friend with them and learn how to get it right.